Thursday, December 18, 2014

By January 9th...

I talked to my guidance counselor today.
I'm finally going to get my name changed in the system, and the yearbook!

One obstacle still remains: My mom.

The reason is because, of course I gave the school my mom's number,
So they call her, whenever I'm late and absent.
I don't care,
However, she's going to be super pissed when they call and tell her that her son Kyle Diaz is absent.

So,
Ms.Farrar, Mr.EJ, The school therapist, Ms.Estrada (acting as translator) and I
Are going to sit down with my mom
And tell her she doesn't have a daughter,
But a son.

I'm praying she doesn't throw shit at me.
Fuck, she's going to cry and be disappointed.
Hell, she might even kick me out of the house.

But I don't care,
I don't want to live like this anymore.

By January 9th, 2015,
a burden will be lifted from my shoulders.

And I can't wait :)

(Nervous and scared but still excited)

10 comments:

  1. Congratluations, Kyle! I wish you the best of luck the conversation with your mother, and stay awesome!

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  2. Good job Kyle! That's a good idea too, to have your "support team" help you do this. Like I said, that's called 'Witness Protection,' she can't do too much in front of all them (I am just assuming here) Still though, I suppose she'll get you at home. I'll pray for you KYLE!
    I'm sure that you already know this, but you have other families other than your biological one, and you know what I mean, so stay safe, be good, and be awesome.

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  3. Thanks y'all :)

    Y'all stay awesome too!

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  4. I am very happy for you. I hope everything will go well. It is a big step for you and everyone else. We all will support you. You are still you even if labels are different, you are still the same person we know and love. <3

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  5. Good luck with that hopefully all goes well and I'm here if things don't go your way.

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  6. Good luck dude! If the worst case scenario happens, there's a free couch at my house.

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    1. Oh my gosh!
      Thanks Josh

      Oh man, everyone is being so sweet
      I'm gonna die from a cuteness overload

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  7. I'm actually really nervous y'all...
    I don't know if I can do this.
    Maybe I'm just not ready to tell my mom yet.
    Maybe I don't want to tell her at all.

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