A couple weeks ago I wrote on my blog that today would be the day I come out to my mom.
After careful consideration, lots of thought, getting opinions from other people,
I came to the decision that I probably won't come out to my mom, ever.
Not right now, because that's not safe for me right now, I don't feel I would have a stable enough plan if I got kicked out,
and I have other shit going on right now like applying to college.
And not ever because, she doesn't matter.
Lol that probably sounds terrible, huh?
The thing is my friends, I know how she'll react.
And I don't need that negative bullshit in my life, ya feel?
I have a support system of people who love me and care about me.
Personally, I don't feel I need my mom's "acceptance" or "approval" to feel whole or complete or whatever.
I don't need her in my life,
She's kinda toxic.
I honestly don't care if we don't have a relationship.
Besides, my little brother knows and he's really fucking awesome and super protective.
And I'm going to raise my little sister to celebrate and embrace differences and she can take that learning any way she will, I won't force my beliefs on her if she isn't down with that.
Listen y'all,
If you are gonna come out, or not,
Think long and hard about it.
Do what's right for you!
Its up to you at the end of the day.
Remember, I'll be here to support you no matter what!
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